Loving Him

Before I met him, I was dying inside.  My mind, which often betrays me, was at war with itself.  Dragging me down to the depths of depression and anxiety.  Telling me I was worthless.  I didn’t deserve happiness and would never find it. Then I met him and he revived me.  He showed me how […]

Bicurious (part 2- a short addendum)

“You haven’t had enough yet?” she asked with a mischievous glimmer in her eyes. “No, I’m just getting started,” I replied. I pulled her close and kissed her again, slowly, enjoying the feel of her breasts against mine.  I intertwined my legs with hers so I could be closer to her.  So I could feel […]

ABC’s of Sex: B is for Bicurious

I’ve always had a sexual attraction toward women.  I can’t ignore it.  But I’ve never acted on it, because my attraction isn’t romantic.  It’s purely sexual.  So I’ve kept my attraction at bay.  Treating it with lesbian porn, strip clubs and photos of naked women.  I thought my attraction should be kept as a fantasy. […]

Poor Virginia Part 3 the finale

Despite finding the strength to threaten Michael, Virginia still feared him.  She feared him enough to stay up all night in case he decided to get revenge. But staying awake did give her time to plan how she’d make money on her own. She emailed photographers she worked with in the past to see if […]

Lita’s Revenge

  Lita’ boyfriend made her furious.  He sent her a link to a video on how to give a blowjob.  No conversation first.  Just a link in an email, entitled “For you.”  When she got mad, he broke up with her for being “too sensitive.”  So she watched the video.  She learned how to give […]

Sinful in Vegas

She pretended not to be married. He pretended not to know. She slipped her wedding ring off when she saw him. He purposefully looked the other way. She spoke to him first. He acted as if he didn’t know what she wanted. But he knew her type. He’d worked in Vegas long enough to spot […]

F&@!k the Prom King (Part 5) the Finale

I’m watching him sleep.  His chest rising and falling.  Looking so handsome, his bare, muscular arms laying on top of the blanket.  I love him so much.  I know I made the right decision. I’ve been up all night.  Things went too well with Blake.  It felt like old times.  Like we were still best […]

F&@!K the Prom King (Part 2)

Since reading my journals, I’ve become consumed by memories of Blake.  I forgot the intensity with which I loved him.  The fun we had together.  The happiness I felt every day I was with him. I forgot how special our relationship was because of how badly it ended.  I want to be in love like […]