Rants, raves and erotica written by a secret pinup
Fantasy turned to dread as Virginia pulled into the parking lot of her apartment complex. The sun had set and she hadn’t checked in with Michael since he left her at the auto show. She hadn’t even checked her phone. He was going to be furious and would never believe any excuse she could invent. […]
I’ve been misbehaving lately. And I’m usually such a good girl. So straight-laced. So conservative. So career-oriented. A feminist. But that’s not who I am. I have a bad side I keep hidden. I have needs I don’t explore. Desires I keep in check. Until recently. Until I met him. My bad influence and my […]
I kept diaries from about age 9 until well into my twenties. My five year middle school journal is my favorite for all its comedic gems. If I strain hard enough I can see the beginnings of a romance writer, or I could’ve just been the typical, boy-crazy ten year old. Like any romantic, […]
Marcus is feeling better about the reunion. He’s been putting on a quite a show in the bedroom almost every night since I told him about the reunion. He’s confident that his mastery of all sexual skills will keep me from wanting Blake. And I’ve told him almost every night that he’s the best I’ve […]
Since reading my journals, I’ve become consumed by memories of Blake. I forgot the intensity with which I loved him. The fun we had together. The happiness I felt every day I was with him. I forgot how special our relationship was because of how badly it ended. I want to be in love like […]
He was the prom king. I was the outcast who loved him. He befriended me when no one else would speak to me. He loved me when I thought no one else could. I thought we’d be together forever. But he dumped me right before we started college. And even after ten years, the sting […]
