Mimi’s boyfriend taught her that she was a good girl, who dressed modestly and had no need for makeup. He was persuasive and she wanted to believe him. She loved him and wanted to please him. She convinced herself there was nothing wrong with pleasing her boyfriend and eventually, she convinced herself she was that […]
F&@!k the Prom King (Part 3)
June 11, 2013 Leave a Comment
Marcus is feeling better about the reunion. He’s been putting on a quite a show in the bedroom almost every night since I told him about the reunion. He’s confident that his mastery of all sexual skills will keep me from wanting Blake. And I’ve told him almost every night that he’s the best I’ve […]
F&@!K the Prom King (Part 2)
June 8, 2013 Leave a Comment
Since reading my journals, I’ve become consumed by memories of Blake. I forgot the intensity with which I loved him. The fun we had together. The happiness I felt every day I was with him. I forgot how special our relationship was because of how badly it ended. I want to be in love like […]
F&@!K the Prom King (Part 1)
June 4, 2013 3 Comments
He was the prom king. I was the outcast who loved him. He befriended me when no one else would speak to me. He loved me when I thought no one else could. I thought we’d be together forever. But he dumped me right before we started college. And even after ten years, the sting […]
